# Kashmir : A bit from my side.

- Link: https://mohammadjazim.blog/2018/06/23/kashmir-a-bit-from-my-side/
- Published: 2018-06-23T15:05:39+05:30
- Author: Mohammad Jazim

All my life I’ve been scared of someone standing over me
 I suppose my first stand
over was by the tyrant, we thought was liberal as he couldn’t vanish before i could
even remember him in good for some reason when i was a boy i liked to fight, i liked
to resist a lot of time I lost, with sometimes blood falling from my nose, with 
a bullet chiseling in my body, with tears soaking my happiness out.

Many years later i needed to hide, i tried not to sleep because i was afraid of 
who might be there when i woke up
 will it be the death or the tyrant but i was 
always lucky it was always my mother nation when I was hiding, i dreamed of a certain
death; a death as a martyr the hardest walk was when i tried to find it out of sheer
luck and many footstep i found whats behind the veil of death I slept with it for
a long time, i told it about the dream , sufferings and pain. but out of this thought,
what did i see when i woke up it wasnt the tyrant but someone else standing over
my pain by time i grew old enough to realise that train your dreams for fists now
i live in curbing, as bad dreams sill live in my sleep one night after my usual 
nightmare a shadow stood above me he said : tell me what do you dream of i said 
freedom “AZAADI”

In return he explained what the dreams were made of
 its makes me realize that the
best stand over I’ve ever known is not a man its the false sympathy that tyrant 
beholds the road of red stars followed me to live as deist a portrait of freedom
hangs in answer of never-ending pain as joy of mourning has made me live in no ease
what was i scared for the identity of shadow; as it had seen everything.

 

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