Sad Stars

When everything falls low

Miss her smile which hails from snow

Only if its hiding, then bow

As I got imprisoned in my own sow,

 

Everything that to be touched goes cold

It makes no craves to fall in being no bold

I may not have you anymore still I will hold

Yet my soul is under a deal, it may get sold,

 

Sad symphony smiles at the stars so sad

Every time i am so high to be stated bad

Place of scream would echo my pain, if I had,

 

Losing everything around is no art

Walk alone on that pain, and point it as dart

Its pinned into two pieces, if i had that heart,

 

Treasure to belief to healing leads to boundaries of nothingness

I may be everything but didn’t I seek forgiveness,

 

That was it, so not fit to call you my mine

It gave me nothing, I lost everything and now I am not fine,

 

It needs no talent to be angry

I am sorry for drinking too much brandy,

 

Keep me tearing apart if it’s the call

I may loose myself and learn nothing in that brawl,

 

Take it easy on my side

I may have outlived my own self, she replied

Every day in my words I have died

it was clearly self harm, i call it suicide,

 

Did I need more pain

I never wanted to talk about things that were to unchain

Desire what everyone runs away from, To be sane,

 

Have I lost myself in this retrospection

I am just being painful and that’s the finalization,

 

I may never be right

But I got varied reason to fight,

 

Bleeding glass dies in its own way

I may run to horizons away to find the end of this painful bay

 

I may have lost the control on the word deep

Love does heal and reduces the concentrated heap

 

Here am I again ,desperate enough to hide behind words so ruthless

Here are you again, courageous enough to find the faceless.