Someone Else’s Lover

How am I dry,
When years of anticipation are melting like a glacier?
All I’ve ever wanted
Is standing at the end of my life
With my cold hands
pulling apart my chest
for that broken beaten heart

So why am I fighting so hard
To get out of my head?
When you looked into my eyes
I see guilt staring back at me.
When he listened to her saying,
I hated when they felt unmistakably someone elses
And not of his love.
Our timings never been “okay”,
I should have taken that as a sign
To keep this a fantasy, dead !