The hate that I carry on me
Continuously swells and grows
Tearing just like a broken tender
Broken Petals of a red perfect rose, shinned with redness of light
What kind of truth do i seek
In my old house of lies? with people acting no one
What’s hidden beneath the mask
Of your clever disguise or a broken heart?
Once i had a gentle and loving spirit
Feeling just like paradise to everyone and hell for me
As soothing and tranquil as the clear waves of the exotic sea.
As disturbing and hard as the burning wood in deep dead forest
The very thought of me makes me sad
Feeling like I want to dance, drug and sing myself to death
Yet i am my reason for being
I am my absolute nothing.
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